By Lang Martinez, with Bonnie Rouda     Like a clown, I put on a show. The pain is real and nobody knows and I’m dying inside, Nobody knows but me.  My name is Lang Martinez and I am an alcoholic and addict, but most definitely a contender for anything else in regards to addiction. … Continue reading “Nobody knows but me”, “God did”- Part 3- My story about being homeless on the streets of Oxnard